Thoughtful Pupils :)

The perks of being a teacher :))

Look what I've received from my students! Thank You! that's soooo sweet of you. Merry Christmas! But the most precious gift I want to receive is a learning youve learned from me :)

Sa Loob at Labas ng Paaralan :)

kaming mga guro ay hindi naman seryoso palagi.

Paminsan-minsan. kami'y nguningiti din na tulad ng ibang tao. 

22nd Oath Taking Ceremony -- Response/Speech

This is my response and speech as the LET Top 7 placer (Highest placer in the NCR sa ELem kaya no choice na ako ang mag-speech) at Cuneta Astrodome, December 15, 2012.

To our dear guests, visitors, parents, friends ladies and gentlemen, a pleasant morning, and congratulations.Standing here in front is like standing in a bunch of fresh ripe fruits from the farm , and in  freshly made products from the factory, ready to be delivered in the market. I smell the freshness that comes in your every smile, the relief and calmness in your faces and the excitement of becoming a part of the market, of the roster of what we call the noblest profession. We are indeed now an official  part of this family. We are now a part of the busy market where life is sea of unexpected circumstances which are inevitable on the profession we choose to become a part.

I am sure that we are here not by chance. We worked hard for it..It's a combination of perspiration and  preparation. In other words, we planned it.Whenever I am asked, "What's my secret why I landed on the 7th place?" I'll just answer them back "WTF" W means Willpower. If you really have the goal to top, then do something about it, or else it will just be a dream. No matter how busy I am, I really allot atleast an hour to review the things I ought to know. I dont really believe in luck. Succeeding comes from perspiration. Next, the T is Test taking skills. This skill is not inborn. It is learned. It's not enough to have what we call "stock knowledge". It is a product of continous reading and frequent mind exercise. I always challenge myself with analysis and rationalization.  And last but not the least, the F. It is faith. Indeed, faith is the most powerful weapon that we must have. Nothing is impossible with our Lord. He never fails to listen to a sincere heart's desire. That is why whenever they say "Ang galing ko daw", I always say "Mas magaling si Lord."  However, I realized that I should rearranged the letters to make it more positive. Instead of WTF which gives a not-so-good impression, it is better to make Faith as one of the reason why we are all here. If on the second time, somone would ask how did I passed with flying colors, I wil say "It's because of FTW like "For The Win". Faith-Test-taking Skills and Will. Whatever  it may imply, the most important is that we have overcome the hurdles that made us of what we are.Let us remind ourselves that passing the licensure examination is not the end of proving ourselves as pprofessionals. It must remind us that this is the time we are going to be shipped to the market. It's a big market. This market might offer big opportunity for us to grow and to serve.In the next few days, or months or year we are going to face the school again. However, the school we are going to face is different from the school we used to go few years ago. Gone are the era where teachers dominate the classrooms and textsbooks are our syllabus. Children of today lives in a digital world where interconnectivity is present, individuality is prevailing and collective learning is the trend. 21st century literacy requires creative ideas comunicated in new forms. The challenge for us, new teachers, is on how to boost children's creativity for them to respond to what the world needs. Since we have been feed by our college and universities on how to be an effective 21st century educator, I know that our roles shift into a facilitator of learning.This is a challenge. There maybe no monetary reward if we can do this, but at least, it makes us the teachers whose richness can reach eternity.Good dya and God bless us all.

Me with my college classmate

To God Be the Glory!~

I can't explain what I'm feeling right now. Alam ni Lord yan! Salamat po sa lahat ng inyong pagbati! Napakarami kong dapat pasalamatan. I'm so blessed dahil binigyan ako ni Lord ng supportive family, sina mama, papa, mga kapatid ko lalo na kay Ate Almira (na pinagmanahan ko daw?!), sa aking mga pinsan at mga tito at tita. Salamat kay Lord dahil binigyan ako ng mga masisiyahin at matutulunging mga

 classmates mula 1-19 hanggang 4-7. Salamat din sa walang kapantay na paglalaan ng oras ng pagtuturo ng aking mga naging guro at professor sa PNU lalo na kay Maam Celia Ilanan, at sa lahat ng faculty ng DEE at sa lahat ng mga naging prof ko sa GenEd, ProfEd, CEC at sa SpEd. Salamat din kay Sir Luis Salenga,at sa lahat ng teachers na tumulong sa amin noong ST pa kami sa PES-Central. Maam Lilian Fidelson, pakisabi po kay sir, salamat! Salamat din sa mga naging kaklase ko, naging kaibigan ko at sa mga hindi ko kakilala pero bumabati din sa akin. Salamat sa mga maniniwala sa akin.. :) Sa mga kabatchmates ko, CONGRATS! professional Teachers na tayo! Salamat din siyempre sa mga co-teachers ko sa SPCM . salamat sa prayers! Sa mga hindi ko pa nabanggit, salamat din. Salamat kay Lord.. To God be the glory! Sa susunod na lang ung SONA ko. Salamat po talaga! :))

Pangarap ng mga Bata

                Nagpagawa ako ng isang sanaysay ukol sa kanilang mga pangarap sa buhay. Nakakatuwang isiping sa murang isipan ng mga bata, malinaw na sa kanilang isipan ang mga bagay na nais nilang makamit. Unti-unti nang  nabubuo ang kanilang mga pangarap. Bilang isang guro na tumutulong upang mapaunlad ang kanilang kaalaman sa akademya at maging sa tuntunin ng buhay, nakakatuwang malamang halos lahat ay may magandang pangarap, hindi lang para sa kanilang sarili, ngunit para sa kanilang pamilya at para sa iba. Malaki man o maliit, madali mang abutin o hindi, simple man o bongga, halos lahat sila ay hindi nag-atubiling ihayag ang mga nais nilang marating balang-araw. Ngunit ang pinakanakakatuwa sa lahat, alam ng mga batang ito kung papaano nila ito magagawa. Kung iisipin, sila ay mga bata lamang sa ikaapat na baitang ngunit ang kanilang galing sa pagsasalaysay ang nagpatuwa sa akin. Bukod sa magaganda nilang mga mithiin, napahanga ako sa galing nila sa pagsusulat.

                "Ang bawat isa sa atin ay may minimithing pangarap. Ang bawat bata marahil ay may isang pangarap na nais makamit sa kanyang paglaki. Ang aking pangarap ay maging isang matagumpay na accountant at magkaroon ng isang magandang hanapbuhay. Nais kong magkaroon ng magandang buhay at maging mabuting anak na maipagmamalaki ng aking pamilya. Nais kong marating ang maraming magagandang pasyalan sa iba't ibang bahagi ng mundo. Nais kong malakbay ang daigdig.

                Ang lahat ng ito ay aking makakamit sa tulong ng aking mga magulang at sa patnubay ng Poong Maykapal. Magsisiskap akong makapag-aral nang mabuti at tapusin ang aking pag-aaral hanggang sa huli. Sisikapin king maging mabuting anak at mamamayan ng ating bayan.  – gawa ni Samantha Fontanilla."

                "Ang aking pangarap sa buhay ay ang maging isang may-ari ng kompanya na ang produkto ay mga damit. Ang aking nais kuning kurso sa kolehiyo ay Management. Ito ay aking nagustuhan dahil ang aking kompanya ay maaaring makagawa ng damit para sa mga tao. Nagustuhan ko din ito dahil pwede rin akong magdisenyo ng mga damit na aming ibebenta. At ang isa pang dahilan na ito ay aking gustong propesyon ay dahil gustong maranasan ang pakiramdam ng isang boss.

                Wala akong nais tularan sa aking gustong maging propesyon dahil mayroon akong sariling paraan king paano maging maunlad. Makatutulong ako sa bayan sa pamamagitan ng pagbibigay ng damit sa mga nangangailangan at mabibigyan ng pera ang mga empleyado na nagtatrabaho sa kompanyang aking gustong mabuo. Matutupad ko ang aking pangarao kapag ako ay magsisikap at mag-aaral nang mabuti. Mas lalo kong gagalingan sa paaralan kapag may suporta sa aking mga magulang, kamag-anak at mga kaibigan. Kung hindi ko makakamit ang aking pangarap na ito, handa ako dahil mayroon pa akong ibang pangarap sa buhay. – gawa ni Ann Margaret Legaspi."

                Bawat tao ay may pangarap sa buhay. Lahat ay gagawin matupad lang ito, maliit o malaki man. Sa aking paglaki, nais ko maging isang F1 driver. Sa ngayon, ang aking idolo ay si Fernando Alonso ng Espanya. Siya ay nagmamaneho para sa Ferrari Team at mayroon siyang 2 kampeonato sa kasalukuyan.

                Ninais kong maging F1 driver sa kaing paglaki upang makilala bilang unang Filipino F1 driver at magkamit ng kampeonato. Sa ganitong paraan, magbibigay parangal ito sa ating bansa at mabibilang tayo na mahusay sa larangan ng motorsports. Mag-aaral akong mabuti upang makapagtapos at makamtan ang aking pangarap sa buhay. Nawa'y magsilbing inspirasyon ako sa mga sususnod na henersyon. – gawa ni Nikolo Andre Galang"

                "Minsan ko lang maisip sa buhay ko ang tungkol sa aking pangarap. Kahit sinasabi sa akin ng aking ina na mahirap yun, yun pa rin yung gusto ko maging isang robot inventor.

                Hindi ko alam kung bakit pero ito ang napili ko. Isang Robot inventor. Isang robot inventor na maging tanyag sa buong mundo. Isang robot inventor na gagawa at mag-iimbento ng mga robot na makatutulong sa pag-unlad ng bawat mamamayan lalo na sa mga Filipino.

                Balang-araw, magiging robot inventor ako. At sa pamamagitan ng robot, na inimbento, magiging maunlad ang buhay ng tao. – gawa ni Jarius Macogay"

                "Gusto ko maging isang manunulat. Maganda kaya ang aking buhay pag ako ay maging manunulat? Gusto ko sana gumawa ng isang libro at ibahagi sa ibang tao.

                Gusto ko maging isang manunulat dahil mahilig akong magbasa. Marami rin akong natutunan at nasi ko rin ibahagi sa iba. Ang mga taong nais kong tularan ay sina Geronimo Stilton at Thea Stilton na parehong magaling na manunulat.Hihikayatin ko ang mga  kabataan na magsulat at magbasa ng libro, mapahayag ang katotohanan, mahahalgang pangyayari at maging mabuting inspirasyon at halimbawa sa iba.

                Ako ay magsisikap mag-aral ng mabuti at pinakamahalga ay ako ay magtatapos sa aking pag-aaral. Naniniwala ako na isa ako sa pag-asa ng bayan. Kaya't tutuparin ko ang aking mga pangarap. Gagawin ko lahat para matupad ito. – gawa ni Day Soleil Parong."

             Kaya naman, sigurado ako na maabot nila ang kanilang mga pangarap.Natutuwa talaga ako dahil punong-puno sila ng pangarap. Ito naman talaga ang gusto kong mangyari, ang matuklasan at isipin nila ang kanilang hinaharap habang bata pa. Sa buhay kasi, ang taong may direksiyon ang siyang nakakabatid ng tunay na halaga ng buhay.

What more Could I ask For? : A Retreat for the Hungry Soul

                    Silence is god's first language. Everything else is a poor translation. – Thomas Keating

                    Three day- retreat feels like a three months for me. It's a three-month rest, relaxation and reflection. Indeed October 26-28, 2012 is one of my best days. Literally, it satisfies my hunger physically, emotionally and spiritually.

                   St. Paul Center for Renewal is a paradise in the heart of Alfonso, Cavite. Managed by the Sisters of St. Paul, the place is really a haven of renewal where you will feel you are reborn. It is a beautiful place ,like what classic description says, "In the morning, birds are chirping, insects are singing, the sun is smiling, the wind is whistling and the flowers are dancing with the wind, where you will forget your soul and fuse yourself with nature." Almost all of words synonymous to the word beautiful can be used. The aura is heavenly. It is really peaceful.

The Chapel.

Our haven during nights – Yellow House and Green House.

The room 202 where I slept peacefully.

Furthermore, a retreat is not a retreat recognising the place. God sent us Fr. Michael Laguardia as our retreat facilitator.

Day 1: Don't be puzzled. By seeking His Face, you can seek yourself.

I am blinded by the city. City is nothing but a place of busy people looking and craving for money, power and other luxurious things.  Yet, city makes you a hard-working person but as we are living in busy days, hard working without heart becomes a cataract that blurs our genuine vision. On my case, the cataract in my vision grows slowly. Honestly, thinking all of the responsibilities I have to do, I am really exhausted. It is the end of the first sem and I am expecting a vacation yet I have to be with my colleagues on a retreat. At first it's all a negativity in my mind. Do I have to do this? I need vacation. I need a break. I need a time to unwind myself. Yet, I am surprised by God's way. He really gave me what I needed.

                   I remember what Fr. Mike had told us. Once, there was a chinese photographer who was very curious about what do christianity has that some of his fellow men were enticed to be baptized as catholic. To know it, he read bible and other books about christianity. He was almost amazed and nearly believed on God's teachings except that he is skeptic of who God is. He said, if God will show to him, he will believe and be baptized as a catholic. Surprisingly, while driving in a car, he heard a voice from within saying he must step out of the car and take a picture. Being a photographer, he knows when and when not to take a picture. The sorrounding is full of snow.There is nothing to shot. It will not give him a good scene. Since he can't resist the voice, he brought his camera and took a snapshot. When he arrived home, he hurriedly went to the dark room. To his suprise a mystical figure was caught.

After hearing this story, I nearly cried. I am like the photographer. I am always asking signs from God. If I don't see signs, I wont believe. I am really a big stupid. I don't know that God is always with me the day I was born. I remember, there were times which I nearly gave up. I don't want to teach anymore. I dont want to live anymore. I wanted to lie on my bed and wait for my end. What really is God's plan for me? Who am I now? Am I a loser? Life gives me so much burden. It makes me weak.  But in fact, my problems are just a pinch from the problems of other people. Upon realizing this, I felt guilty. I am sorry that I hurt God from the thinking that He left me. I doubted His presence. I doubted His love. I doubted everything He gave. From that moment, I really realized that God loves me so much. He had given me so much blessings yet I still don't recognize it.. He is really amazing. He has beautiful ways of showing Himself. From His words, I already knew myself, my purpose and my direction. I thank God for being my lighthouse. I thank You Lord for helping me brought back the pieces in my life's puzzle. Whithout You, I can't see the picture of my life, I wont see the meaning of my existence, I wont know the road for righteousness. I will make You the center of my life. In everything I do, I ust see to it that it is for Your glory and for the people You love. From this time, I recollect myself, and refind my God. Sa Filipino, ang aking kaligayahan ay siksik, liglig at umaapaw.

I just want to share this beautiful prayer that Fr. Mike had given to us during the Day 1:

O Lord, my God,

Teach me where and how to seek You, where and how to find You..

You are my God and You are my Lord, and i have never seen You.

You made and remade me, and bestowed on me all the good things I possess,

And still, I do not know you.

Teacch me how to seek You..for I cant seek You unless You teach me.

Or find You unless you show Yourself to me.

Let me seek You in my desire, let me desire You in my seeking.

Let me find you by loving You, let me love You when I find You. 

--St. Anselm of Canterbury

Today, I seek His face. I felt an inexplainable hapiness knowing that He is everywhere.

Day 2:  God's Love, God's call.

"Do not be afraid I am with you."

I am weak. I admit that. Knowing my weaknessess, I limit myself. I'm not doing it this because I dont know, I am not doing that because I am weak at that point. This may be the reason why I push myself into a dangerous comfort zone. Sometimes, I just sit down and does nothing. I became unproductive and my talents and skills are like knife filled with rust.Oftentimes, I am afraid of the future. I am afraid of change. That's why I never develop. I just keep things to myself, I do not grow. Not doing something despite of being aware of your weakness makes you futile. Futility makes you curse your existence. Comfort zones becomes danger zone. This may makes you think your life is a mess.

However, Fr. Mike said, God's favorite lines are 'Do not be afraid'. God mentioned these words 365 times in the bible. This means, you must live everyday of not being afraid of something. God is with us. He will never leave us.

"Do not be afraid". This really struck me. Almost everyone knew I am timid and reserved. I do not talk a lot because I am afraid to be criticized by my ideas. I am quiet because I am afraidd to be judged by my actions. I do not show my love for God in public because I am afraid they will laugh at me. I lie because I am afraid they will taunt me. I am afraid of doing things because I am afraid. In short, I realized I am a self-centered, narcist selfish person. I am beyond being timid. And I am not proud of that and it hurts my soul. I am afraid because I am selfish. Because of my selfishness, I things which hurts God.

God calls me this way. God made me a teacher. Yet, I am too afraid to do the right thing. God knew how much I loved teaching, He know how many night did I dream to become a teacher, how much tears and sweat I have offered just to become a teacher. But because of my weakness, being shy and reserved on the surface and selfish within, I feel empty and not happy. Fr. Mike told us, being in the teaching profession is because of one of the 4C's ( Coincidence, coersion, choice, I dont remember the other C but it's related to the influence of people). I know I am on the "CHOICE". 

Fr. Mike also told us the C's when to quit teaching – cooling off, conflict, contradictions..etc (i dont remember the others because i dont like to remember it.) I almost felt the 'cooling off'. But because of God, because of His gift, this retreat, a fire lightens and heatens up my desire on teaching. I must be "COMMITTED" to this profession, I must submit myself to this profession.

Like what Fr. Mike told us, we must be a "pig", not a rabbit who does not contribute something of the profession, nor a chicken who works with condition. Like God, who gave me unconditional love, I must unconditionally offer my life as a teacher, as a daughter, as a friend, as a neigbor, as a future mother. As quoted, 'Love is the willingness to offer one's life for one's beloved. God knows how much I love Him, how much I love my family, how much I love teaching. Hindi ako susuko dahil tinawag ako ng Diyos. This is my calling. God gives His effort to call me so I will respond to his call. I will do my best to be what He wants me to be. I submit my life to God. I will not be afraid of what's ahead me. I will not be afraid of whta would others say. God is my master, not them. As a child of God, I will try my best to make others experience His love. I will make my talents as an intrument of God's love. I will use my skills and my profession, with the blessings God has bestowed upon me. I wont be afraid.

(Fr. Mike's words, my confession and encounter with God are amazingly connected. God is really amazing!

Day 2 is an encounter with God through nature. Nature sang romantic songs during my date with God.)

Day 3:  Life begins with ending.

Fr. Mike told us, "They most challenging part of the retreat is the days after tomorrow". I am startled. Oh no. I dont want feel God only for three days. I am afraid it won't last long. But because of the gifts I have received on this three-day retreat, I am wishing...no, I am hoping...no... I am sure, with God's presence in my life, I can do things for His glory. I am sure, that the things I have learned and gained from this retreat will last forever. And as long as I believe, there is nothing impossible. This end, is not another "BSDU- Balik sa dating Ugali'. In times that I am worrying, according to Fr. Mike's homily during the mass, you must not "kapit sa patalim' but "kapit sa Panginoon". It's a sigh. It's a gracious feeling. It's a wonderful experience to be with God. What more do I have to ask for? Andito lang sa puso ko ang Diyos, kakalma na ako. Lord, alam kong mahal na mahal mo ako at hinding-hindi mo ako pababayaan. I feel blessed. So blessed. That is why, I made a personal credo and a personal intergrity plan, which will remind me that I am God's child, I will do my duty and promise to offer my life for it.

My Personal Credo

(when I was writing it, words just flow. But when I am reading it on front of the altar where God is listening to me, tear just flowed. How amazing!)

An architect designs building,

But I help design millions of lives.

A doctor heals sick people

But I heal millions pf broken hearts..and souls.

An engineer builds tower

But I build millions of hope.

A painter paints beautiful pictures

But I paint smiles and glowing hearts.

......

I thank God for this experience. I thank His people who made this experience as wirth remembering. This moment, and the mass I have experiences are one of the best in my life. I have talked to God seriously and intensedly as long as three days. I have went near him. I have hold him that long. What more could I ask for? I am really loved by You J.

Ang Pagdiriwang ng Sulo (The Torch Ceremony)

Kung sa high school, may JS Prom, sa PNU, mayroon din kaming JS Prom. Hindi nga lang ito sayawan gaya ng alam ng iba. Ang mga nasa ikatlo at ikaapat na taon sa pamantasan ay nagsasama-sama upang ipagdiwang ang SULO. 
 Ilan taong na itong tradisyon sa pamantasan. Ito ay isang taunang selebrasyon ng paglilipat ng responsibilidad ng mga nasa ikaapat na taon sa mga nasa ikatlong taon. Dito nagsusumpaan ng pangako na ang mga nasa ikaapat na taon ay patuloy na magbibigay ng karangalan sa inang pamtasan at ang mga nasa ikatlong taon ay mangangakong aalagaan ang pamantasan.
                Ginaganap ito tuwing huling araw ng taong pampaaralan. Hindi katulad ng sa hig schoool, sa SULO, hindi ka sasayaw. Magmamatrsa at nakatayo ka lang.

 Hindi ka nakasuot ng cocktail dress o gown. Naka-Filipiniana ka. Hindi party rock songs ang tugtog kundi mga kundiman. Hindi mga disco lights ang ilaw. Isang malaki at dambuhalang Sulo na nasilaban pagkasabi ng "BULALAKAW!"
                  Hindi "Faces of the Night" o "Head Turner" ang mga estudyanteng sentro ng selebrasyon. Sila ay tinatawag na "Inang Pamantasan", "Juan dela Cruz",  at "Inang Pilipinas". Hindi sila gaya ng JS prom na pinipili base sa kagandahan. Sa totoo lang, sila ang sentro dahil sila ang nagkamit ng pinakamatataas na marka sa kanilang kolehiyo :)


Para sa mga nas ikatlong taon, nakakaramdam sila ng excitement dahil sila na ang susunod sa mga yapak ng kanilang mga ate at kuya. Mararanasan na rin nila sa mga susunod taon ang nararanasan ng isang graduating student.

Para naman sa mga nasa ikaapat na taon, kakaibang ligaya naman ang iyong mararanasan. Sila na ngayon ang bibigyan ng sulo(torchlight). Ang pagdiriwang ng Sulo ang simbolo ng nalalapit nilang pagtatapos. Siyempre, madalas na inaabangan pagkatapos ng pagdiriwang ang pagsasabi ng mga mag-aaral na nagkamit ng mga parangal pang-akademiko at ekstra-kurikular.            
Ang makaranas ng ganito karingal at kataimtim na pagdiriwang ay isang karangalan bilang estudyante ng PNU

O, Alma Mater ko,

Sa mga Guro'y ina.

Dala'y Ilaw

Sadyang tanglaw.

Lagi kang patnubay

ng bayan ko kailanpaman.

Luwalhati'y sumaiyo

O, Alma Mater ko!

Inang pamantasan, dala-dala ko lagia ng iyong pangalan. Hindi ako magsasawang sabihing ako ay     nahubog mula sa iyong sinapupunan.